while i was clearing my room today...

and yes i was because i'm tired of seeing a messy table and mountains of notes by the side of it. i can hardly walk in my room these days. so anyway i was skimming through all the old notes and textbooks waiting to be tossed into the rubbish chute when i realised... the notes i used to make in my ip days, the amount of effort judging my the thickness, the organisation, even the handwriting of it were fabulous.

it sort of made me realised too that actually i'm not really that stupid. and i'm just pure lazy. and am getting even lazier by the day. i look back and saw my hardworking self when i was in ip one. when i was still doing fairly okay. and i asked myself what happened this year. seriously i have no one to blame but myself. i hardly see any notes done in my j1 year. most of the papers were full of doodlings and whatnots.

i can't believe i actually did more studying in my ip years than this year when it is supposed to be j1 that is the important step. grah. no wonder i did so badly.

lol so actually clearing your bedroom is quite fulfilling too. it made me feel accomplished and achieved an epiphany. haha~ okay so tonight i shall be more hardworking and embark on my chem assignment before i meet ms.yeo tomorrow for consultation. i shall not go to school empty handed and headed from now on. it's my promise to myself. no more Us man. no more.

it's a 2 days job for me this friday and saturday. but i will survive. for that pay.

hopes lucas comes back soon after these 4 days soon. it shall be 4 boring nights for me. ._.

it was just a simple day of mugging.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEVON LEE! love you thousand and one more times! :D wish you a very happy happy year ahead and jiayou in whatever you do! haha you left nj like eons ago liaoz but i'm still here! so anytime you miss me come visit k! haha!

and it was barely a few hours ago i left changi after "mugging". it's such an ambiguous term when i hang out with the both of them. it all started with zk wanting to mug and so i tag along then lucas decided to come too. and just spending this very simple day with them, was actually my happiest mugging session i have had this year.

and so we roamed around the terminals camwhoring in between the breaks we gave ourselves for mugging. eat and eat and eat (okay maybe only me) and started talking cock. but we managed to achieve some progress in homework i guess.

oh did i mention how heavy i am now. grah. ok it was damn disgusting i tell you. i can't believe just a few buffets this week made me weigh a ton! i was weighing myself at the machine in t3 and zomg! it was damn bad kay. i shan't even mention my weight here. and what's worst was, after eating dinner at popeyes we sorta walked past the area again so i measured... and i weighed 1.1kg more! WTH the dinner had taken a toll on me i swear. grah.

i shall seriously go lose weight. i hate it when people tell me i have a tummy. seriously and it's not funny. i'm gonna lose weight i'm determined.

i'm gonna lose all the seoul gardens i had with melvin mok teeleng quan grace samu they all. i'm gonna lose the starbucks i had this week. i'm gonna lose the popeyes i gobbled down. everything shall poof into thin air! watch me man! i can one!

and christmas is coming soon. dinner? x)

i'm waiting for mine next year.

gradnight finally ended and it's really a load off my mind now. i don't have to worry about it every single night, trying to cram and rush every piece of work that has to be done like by the next day just to make sure this one night becomes a success. woots! but all the hardwork put in was definitely worth it that evening when i saw my seniors' smiles. the sense of satisfaction was really very great. haha.

so was the whole day! haha i still remember the night before monday when i decided that i should not sleep because that would mean i face the possibility of not waking up early enough in the morning to go to school to prepare. and so the night went past with my eyes wide open. (i couldn't sleep anyway because i kept worrying that something might cock up and ruin the entire gradnight)

and the morning went past again in school, and the afternoon, where everyone slogged their guts out to make goodie bags, slot in tags, finish up whatever decorations needed to be done, etc. reached the hotel at 3pm and... the hwachong people were already there preparing!!! argh! and i almost died just looking at their reception area! so professional luh! they had 8 tables we had 2! wah seh i was like panicking already and started to rush everything through.

i was quite upset that i didn't get to bathe though but it was okay luh. the only happy thing i could think about at that time was that it was because i was so needed there i couldn't even leave to bathe. haha! and so it all started. seniors started to stream in. i started to stream to them. and mingle and get high taking pics with all of them and omg all the seniors are so cool! and i love them all! they rock!

the whole night was so noisy and chaotic in the ballroom and it made me felt so happy that we looked like we pawned hwachong's prom! it was a smashing success man! really really happy that all the seniors enjoyed it so much! melvin, mok, quan, teeleng, lennon, charlyn, mel, tty, and many many many more and they were all so shuai and pretty! love them!


i ended up not sleeping after prom again because it was overnight at the hotel and so many people staying back! haha! sleeping is such a waste of time! but lucas was so cui luh after the whole thing. he just kept trying to act cool and not sleep. the moment we went esplanade he lay on the floor with me and just died there. for like an hour. -.- we ended up walking back together to the hotel and found everyone else and just go bathe and sleep. it was like 5am already.

fun fun! woke up with a starbuck in hand, slurping while carrying the stuff back to school (on a bus of course!) and nobody remembered it was already tuesday.


and i got a new phone anyway. (:

i knew my friends had faith in me.

☺™ HSIANGWAYYY says:
this year is the first ever year an asian model make it on VS runway
lol
ERIKA♥ says:
serious???
COOL
☺™ HSIANGWAYYY says:
yea
next year manz u wait
e next asian model
☺™ HSIANGWAYYY says:
shall be me
muahahaha
they will call me up soon
i can predict alr
then im gonna strut that runway like no other
ERIKA♥ says:
the day that happens make sure im there with the lightsticks

and i was right. (:

the new cliff diving.

i can't believe i'm gonna have to watch it again tomorrow. so today is like one of my more free evenings therefore my review for new moon shall be posted here. yeah watched it on sunday already with my sis. but cuz i already dated abk since a year ago, must hold true to my promise.

anyway, new moon is... 3 stars. barely passed. i don't know why people will say that this movie is better than the previous one because i find it hard to accept twilight when there's no action. just like harry potter without magic. to be very frank i would even compare it to the half-blood prince. it's not a very actionish film. probably cuz it's still in the middle of the saga so it serves its purpose as a bridge to the more exciting ending i guess.


at least that's what i feel. it's a very plottish kind of movie. the only action and special effects like probably comes in during the edward and felix fight which lasted 10seconds? hellooo. so boring. then the rest of the hours are dedicated to taylor lautner's hot bod. okay fine. he's hot. he gets to bare his bod for more than half the movie. so? that means the movie only appeals to the girls? whatever happened to catering for the guys and twilight books diehard fans?

apart from all these, the acting was very bad for most of the cast. special mention goes to robert pattinson and kristen stewart. i think they really cannot make it when it comes to expressing strong feelings. all i see is robert's constipated face throughout the whole movie be it happy, sad, pain or whatever. kristen stewart has a stoney otherwise purse-your-lips-as-always face. abit boring after awhile even though she's kinda pretty.

now comes the only good part of the movie. the choosing of new actors and actresses for the movie. the only correct thing the producers ever did for this movie was to choose dakota fannings to take on the role jane. it was perfect fit. and it was exactly the jane i portrayed in my mind ever since i read the book. dakota fannings has good acting skills i must say so i would give a thumbs up for that.

so that basically wraps up my review. 3stars at most. not recommended to watch it in the cinemas. prolly just a buy home dvd to watch it. it's as good as half-blood prince. well maybe eclipse would be better. let's hope. since in the book there's gonna be a hell of a fight at the end. woots victoria!

and peter facinelli still remains the hottest vampire in the movie. period.

now on to my life.

hmm... i feel like an island drifting from mainland. metaphorically of course. but i surprised myself at times, wondering how i can take it all in so easily from so many aspects of my life and just not let it out. people used to say bottling your feelings is not good for health cuz it sort of cause psychological damages to your already low eq. well, i say : what can i do? i can't possible just blow up all the time. i'm not yellowstone for goodness sake.

haha but sometimes all you have to do is to take things in stride. whether you like it or not, patience and tolerance can do miracles. friends can get quite irritating and egoistical at times. you just have to adapt to it. and i think i have done a very good job in adapting. a round of applause for me please. (:

i can't wait for monday to come. literally and sarcastically.

greenhouse shopping.

i honestly do not want to litter this post with council stuff again because it's so goddamn boring even typing it out myself can be pretty sleep-inducing. but what can i do? my whole holidays revolves around it now. it's eating into my life seriously. haha...

anyway, i haven't blogged in a long time so let me say happy belated birthday to my dearest senior mok first! hey i didn't get mention on your blog! i contributed to the present too! lol! hope you had a wonderful birthday this year and i'm sorry i couldn't spare time to celebrate your birthday. you guys seriously make me feel so loved and so bad. loved because you guys made my birthday so memorable and unforgettable and bad because you guys made my birthday so memorable and unforgettable.

i hope i have more time to spend with all my friends once all the council work starts to reduce.

had fun going around greenhouses with guanny and lionel today in search for appropriate plants for gradnight reception area decor. and we found this super nice plant for good bargain too! too bad they do not have invoice service and we had to reserve it first under gradnight name. went to lionel's house for lunch after that. his house is seriously just a stone throw away from his primary school. like i could literally pick up a pebble and toss it, it would reach the gates of the school. the morning bell is his alarm luh.

i promised lucas to help him for the open day ribbon thingy and ended up at novena square making do with the pillars at the entrance. shucks i felt damn bad because it was a pretty haphazard job and i was too lazy to go back to school.

more than anything i hate about people, it is those who do things halfheartedly. and i really do not want to be like that.

i'm disappointed in myself. but as trainer que said, take it as a lesson learnt, reflect and improve.

and i continued being a bitch the whole day; rolling my eyes at people, cursing and swearing at inefficient workers, to the point of exploding at some irresponsible guy. but oh wells i will not be beaten down just like that. i will survive. even if the world has fallen, life still goes on and work still needs to be done. that sort of includes homework. ... oh mannn.


some people bring out the D side in me.

lucas i think i owe you an apology. ._. pay you back next time i'm really sorry. lunch on me bah.

let's get excited.

i'm still having post-yltc syndrome. and the leadership bug is getting onto me. wakaka. i miss the camp alot. i wanna go back there again. but oh wells. now it's time to rock on with council work! clearly, gradnight is in less than a fortnight's time and we need to rush like mad to complete everything. there's like still the tons of decorations i need to finish, i managed to clinch a deal to get myself into ballroom usher and shopping! omg i haven't bought what i'm gonna wear that night yet.

wait a minute... I DON'T EVEN HAVE A CLUE WHAT I'M GONNA WEAR! zomg. this is bad.

and i seriously need to lose some weight to even fit into anything. with my waistline i look like a pig now. i'm so not gonna swagger my fats in the ballroom man. no way. it's time for a starvation diet. and i needa work that abs.

walk-in is zomg too. the dance is so tough i'm dying. but i believe i can make it. terra can make it together. we must pawn everyone flat in their face. i'm so worried. and there's still the dance props to be done. then homework homework and more homework. 30% done by gradnight! what about the gradnight comm people. we are slogging our guts out for the event and still need to finish up the homework pile?? shucks.

amidst all these, i still have to take time out for my friends. lately, i have been too busy with all these stuff and i hate it when all my friends start to ask me when i'm free and all i can do is stare at them blankly and can't come up with a reply. this sucks. i have never met with such a situation before.

i'm just gonna have to manage my time well bah. sigh.

choreography is tough. but it's a learning experience.


i'm so excited.

get fit.
4.45ms−¹.
black trench.
originals grip.
board.
booklet.

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